Today I lost my baby girl.
I lost my whole world.
I cried for the first time in 7 years.
I felt human for the first time in 7 years.
My heart and house are empty right now.
I just had to put Piper in the ground.
I held her and cried for 2 hours before I could put her in.
She is the only reason I'm alive.
She saved my life.
She was very badly abused when I got her.
We connected because she was the only other living thing I have ever met who was as screwed up and broken as me.
My first dog.
The reason I got into rescue.
I knew this day would come but have never gone through this before.
She was 13.
Had a terrible first two....but I hope she had an amazing 11 others because of me.
I would say rest well sweet girl because you are in a better place now....but her and I both know that's a lie.
There was no better place for her than in my life.
I'm glad she mellowed out her last few years so she got to go to many campouts and events and get so much love from everybody who met her.
She passed away from bloat while I was at work.
I love all my bitches....but Piper will forever be my first love and my right paw bitch.